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Post by chal on Jun 19, 2007 18:22:27 GMT -5
Sophia just took in what he said and sighed.
"I know how you feel. Well not exactly but I have an idea. You shouldn't do that though. I know it isn't much coming from a shy nobody who never shows her emotions and is too shy to do or say anything upon her emotions but still. It's worth a shot right?" She chuckled slightly then smiled faintly at him and set her hand on his shoulder.
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Post by Tomas Wingly on Jun 19, 2007 20:28:14 GMT -5
"But," he started " have you ever really liked someone and thought they were one of the prettiest things you've ever seen then made a bet with yourself with everything riding on it. Only to find out that you were far from the winning hand?'
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Post by chal on Jun 19, 2007 23:46:10 GMT -5
Sophia sighed aimlessly taking in what Tomas had said to her. She shook her head as her eyes watered slightly.
"I haven't liked anyone really. Plus I've learned not to make bets with anyone especially not me." she sighed softly as a sparkle of sadness twinkled in her gaze. She stared at the floor from the corner of her book then just shook her head randomly trying to shake off the sadness.
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Post by Tomas Wingly on Jun 20, 2007 0:27:53 GMT -5
"I won't forget how it felt but i'll block the felling of love," Tomas refused.
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Post by chal on Jun 20, 2007 1:19:49 GMT -5
Sophia just looked him in the eyes and sighed.
"What if I return the favor?" She blushed like crazy and she was wondering why she could say that with such ease. It was kind of weird.
Do I like him? Am I comfortable around him? Does he make me happy? Why am I even here? I should just go home to my parents yeah they treated me horribly and all but at least I wont have to deal with this. Or do I want to deal with all this? I don't know. I don't understand it. I don't get what I'm supposed to feel? What if I do feel the same way he does? Will I know? If so how? Will I just know or will I have to guess? Or maybe I don't ever really know it is just there. What if he ends up hating me like everyone else. I'll open up to someone then they'll hate me for 'dumping' my problems on them when they offered to listen. Why are people so mean? Why do people hate me? Why does he like me? Why me? I'm nothing. I'm useless. I'm pathetic. No one ever really likes me. I don't even think Isabella really does. Maybe she does I don't know. Why is everything so wrong? She kept pondering everything in her head flip flopping through life. She hated to think about life it always lead to crying.
d**n I'm going to start crying soon I just know it. I don't want to cry though. So why? Stupid life. Stupid people. I hate them all. No I don't what am I saying? God I'm so stupid. She sighed heavily then stared at the floor still pondering her thoughts on everything. Her mind felt like it was getting smothered with everything she was thinking.
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Post by Tomas Wingly on Jun 20, 2007 1:43:15 GMT -5
"How would you manege to do that?" he said not beliving there was much she could do.
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Post by chal on Jun 20, 2007 1:53:52 GMT -5
Sophia's gaze got fixed on Tomas. Tears started to stream down her face from her random thoughts.
"What if I...," the words were getting choked in her throat. She didn't have the courage to say it but she forced herself to say it anyway, "what if I loved you back?" she gulped and pondered a few more things.
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Post by Tomas Wingly on Jun 20, 2007 1:58:02 GMT -5
Tomas looked at her and shown his eyes that held the longing of the ages. That was quickly coverd in cold ice thought he looked away. "How would I know it's for real....?"
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Post by chal on Jun 20, 2007 2:03:48 GMT -5
Sophia gulped as she managed to muskier out "You'll just have to trust me." She sighed then quickly added, "But I'm not saying I like you back. I still don't know." She felt as if she was beating herself up inside for not telling him but she knew she couldn't. It was all too much for her right now.
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Post by Tomas Wingly on Jun 20, 2007 2:09:17 GMT -5
"Oh Oh yea of course i knew that..." He looked away so close but yet so far but there as hope, THERE WAS HOPE! He was so happy he just closed his eyes and hummed to himself but when he opened his eyes he realized the all the lights in the room were growing brighter.
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Post by chal on Jun 20, 2007 2:15:29 GMT -5
Sophia smiled to herself then noticed the lights were getting brighter. She looked at Tomas then let out a scream of terror. She didn't know what was going on and it was scaring her.
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Post by Tomas Wingly on Jun 20, 2007 2:20:49 GMT -5
"Omg I'm so sorry," OTmas said as he heard her scream. "Somtimes when i get really happy i can apparently make lights brighter sometimes when I'm angry i make light bulbs break. Including this time this it first time its happened."
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Post by chal on Jun 20, 2007 2:25:46 GMT -5
Sophia didn't hear him she had her hands over her ears cowering in fear. She didn't realize he was talking she just kept freaking out. Not meaning to ignor him though. She started to cry a little harder form being scared.
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Post by Tomas Wingly on Jun 20, 2007 2:31:49 GMT -5
Tomas decided to intervene now. He got up and turned off the lights completely. Luckily it was still twilight so the hut didn't get to dark.next he he'd over to the small cupboard and got her a light blanket which he draped over her shoulders. Then he sat down right beside her and lifted her head up. He wiped away every last one of her tears. Then gently he kissed her figuring since it'd worked the first time why not again then he just sat there and held her waiting for her to recover. He never toke his arm from around her.
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Post by chal on Jun 20, 2007 2:34:32 GMT -5
Sophia shivered slightly as thier lips touched one more time. Her eyes opened and her gaze wondered around to Tomas who was holding her. She didn't say anything she just looked at the lights in a confused way.
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